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2022.01.21 11:02 SmeethGoder I only get worse (fire's gone out)

Seems like I really am dying inside now. Literally nothing brings any relief anymore it seems. It seemed like music would be like the one thing to kind of almost stir something in me, but it doesn't seem to as of a few days ago.
Currently just standing in the middle of the room, can't get the energy to move even, everything seems too daunting.
Really hope I don't wake up tomorrow, or I have a fatal heart attack very soon.
Not sure why I'm posting to be honest, not like anything can help anymore, never does.
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2022.01.21 11:02 LilTemTem69 I want to see a psycologist even though I think I am ok

Basically the title. I don’t know if they help with this stuff, but I wouldn’t mind help with improving/ addressing areas which also helps me improve in my career. I don’t know what issues I have or if they are hindering me or if I just have bad luck. I read both of Jordan Peterson’s recent books which I found really insightful, but I wouldn’t mind taking to a psychologist about implementing that stuff.
This probably sounds like a silly obvious post lol.
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2022.01.21 11:02 runnin4life Strategy Question About Limping

I'm a new player to both live and online Hold Em, and have come across something I can't quite figure out. Why do players limp into a pot pre-flop when that results in giving the Big Blind a free hand to play? Is there a strategy behind this or is it generally better practice to open with at least 2 or 3 big blinds?
Example: In my first live game I was sitting in the Big Blind with 2,3 off suit. I would never play this hand normally, but three players limped into the pot before me so I only needed to check to see the flop. The flop came out as A,4,5 rainbow. I was able to suck out some money from a guy playing A,9 in a pot I should never have been in to start with.
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2022.01.21 11:02 burto18 Help! Stuck on searching for sessions

After like 15 mins it says no session found ive tried all the methods ive found online, its been like this since the new update
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2022.01.21 11:02 dataEngDude Will Military Police have a special purpose? Are we going to have a base defense map/ game mode?

Was looking through the existing armory of units and noticed MPs (many times used as base defense forces in real world) Could be awesome to have a Khe Sanh style airbase siege in like the mountains of Italy or something
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2022.01.21 11:02 MemeGod6905 Share game pass between PC and Xbox

So my son has an Xbox and i have a Pc and i recently got him Xbox gamepass ultimate. Now im wondering if its possible to share the subscription between xbox and pc so we can both use it.
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2022.01.21 11:02 Beepbadabeepboopbop I got upset with bf about washing hands and our compost caught on fire

I wasn't sure how to title this so sorry if it doesn't fully make sense. Also this is a throwaway because I don't normally post and the idea of using my normal account stresses me out.
Also just as a heads up, I am going to give a lot of background info so everything makes sense. Bare with me. ALSO I'm terrible at telling short versions of stories so I'm sorry that this is so insanely long.
So I (23F) and my BF (35M) live together in his house. In general, my boyfriend is wonderful and hes very thoughtful and caring and we get along great. We have been together for a little over a year.
We don't normally fight. For instance, I know that in the past 5 months we have only gotten into 3 arguments. However, when we do fight he always deflects everything that I say about him, never apologizes, puts all of the blame onto me and when I explain myself, he tells me that I'm crazy. It drives me insane because whenever I run into relationship conflict, I like to talk things out and work through the problem together but he always just gets so angry instantly and throws everything in my face and says it's all my fault and hes done nothing wrong but he also immediately goes to extremes and says things like "we should break up" after the smallest things happen then the next day hes like "I would never break up with you and I'm like "??????" Or he'll immediately say that everything is terrible and his whole life sucks and that he'll never be happy again but then the next day hes fine. I don't get it.
Which also I feel like I should clarify that it is his house and while my name is not on any documents for the house, I do pay him half of the mortgage every month and I pay for half of everything else and most of the furniture is mine.
For a long time, he wasnt helping with any of the chores besides he would clean the little box (he has two cats) but every other household chore was my responsibility. A while ago, I told him that I wanted help and he finally started helping but he'll still occasionally go through periods of time where he doesn't help. It mostly bothered me because he is the one that makes most of the dishes but I am always the one to clean them and I feel like I spend so much of my free time washing his dishes. I told him about a week ago that I really wish he would start helping do dishes again because it's getting overwhelming. And he has started helping again.
Also he does this thing where for some reason he only likes to wash his hands in the kitchen sink. I'm not sure why. He regularly interrupts me while I'm washing dishes so he can wash his hands even though theres a bathroom about 10 feet away from the kitchen and it kind of drives me nuts. Which also, if he uses that bathroom, he will walk out and wash his hands at the kitchen sink. I have never addressed it with him though because usually it's just a mild bleh feeling whenever he does it and then I dont think about it afterwards. Also, when I say he interrupts me, I mean that my hands will be soapy and I will be in the middle of cleaning a plate or something and he expects me to get out of the sink immediately so I have to move and hold the soapy dish somewhere else until hes done. He doesnt give me time to finish the dish that I'm working on. This will be relevant later.
Fast forward to last night. I got out of the shower and I went downstairs and saw he was cleaning the cat litter box. I went into the kitchen and saw dishes and I was like "I might as well clean the dishes while hes cleaning the cat litter box so we finish chores around the same time and then we can hangout." So I started doing dishes. I was about halfway done when he walked into the kitchen and stood a foot away from me and he held his hands out by the sink and said "excuse me." But he said it in a sassy way so I started to move off to the side and then I was like "....there is a sink in the bathroom" and he was like "I didnt want to touch the doorknob for the bathroom because I've been cleaning cat litter but whatever" so he storms off and washes his hands in the bathroom. Then he comes back and starts screaming at me about how I was so rude and I was like "you're kind of rude though when you expect me to move immediately whenever you need the sink. You never wait for me to finish what I'm doing even though it will take me like two seconds."
Anywho, a giant fight ensued because he told me that it's all my fault because I shouldnt even be doing the dishes because he had planned on doing them and I said "I didnt know that but I just figured it made sense do dishes while you were doing a chore so we could get everything done around the same time" and he was like "that doesnt make any sense. What if I was already done cleaning the cat litter? You should have asked how far along I was and you should have known to wait because of course I was going to wash my hands afterwards." And I was like "you hate doing dishes. I dont mind doing them. I just dont like doing them 24/7. If you're doing a chore then I'm not going to be upset about me doing a chore? It's supposed to be a balance so I had no problem doing the dishes and again, i was doing them because I figured the faster we get chores done, the sooner we can hangout and I have no problem with taking a break from washing dishes for you to wash your hands. I just wish you were a little more considerate and you would wait for me to finish the plate I'm currently cleaning." And he kept telling me that I made no sense and I was crazy for doing the dishes and I was so rude for telling him to wash his hands in the bathroom sink and I got upset because it felt like he didnt listen to a word I said and I was like "you dont respect me and you're acting like a baby because you're too impatient to wait two seconds for me to finish washing a dish before you can wash your hands." And he said that I don't respect him and I treat him like a child and that they're his dishes, it's his sink and it's his house so I have no right to tell him what he can and cant do whenever he wants to do whatever. Then he told me to get out of the house and find somewhere else to live. I said "no I just need you to talk to me so we can work through this issue together" so he ended up screaming at me and blah blah blah I went upstairs and laid in bed by myself for an hour.
Then, I hear him yell the f word and I hear the door slam and I was like "weird?" So I go downstairs and look outside the window and our compost is on fire and it looks like the garage is also partially on fire but I cant tell and I see him trying to use the hose to put out the fire but the hose isnt working probably because it's cold outside so I get the fire extinguisher and I run it out to him and he puts the flame out. Then I go inside.
We have a pellet stove in the house to heat the house up and I guess he put ashes from the pellet stove in the compost and they were still hot and then it caught the compost on fire. Our compost was right next to the garage so luckily it didnt catch the garage on fire but it did I think partially burn the wall. I'm not sure. This happened last night so I didnt get a chance to look at it but I guess the garage was filled with smoke and he had to go in and open everything up.
I wasnt actually freaked out about the fire because in my mind, the crisis was averted. We put the fire out. The only thing that's destroyed is our compost. He is okay and the garage is okay and that's all that mattered to me.
Well after he came inside, he seemed really freaked out about it. He kinda just sat on the floor in silence for an hour and I sat next to him and hugged him.
Then we eventually went up to bed and we were talking while we were laying there and I told him I was sorry about the compost and I hope hes doing okay and I said I was also sorry if I came off as sassy when I told him there was another sink. I said that I hadn't realized that it had been bothering me that he interrupts me while I'm doing dishes without letting me finish the plate that I'm cleaning and I know I should have explained that to him instead of telling him to go wash his hands in the bathroom.
Naturally, he said "yeah well all of this is your fault in the first place for doing dishes because it makes absolutely no sense why you would do dishes when I was planning on doing them" and then we essentially got into the exact same fight and he ended up storming out of the house and he drove around for a while.
He came back, we talked, he finally said he understood why I did the dishes and I told him I was upset because when he does stuff like say it's not my house or that I need to leave or we should just break up (I forgot to mention that he said that), it makes me feel like he doesn't love me even though I know he does. And he didn't really say anything back....
Again, when we arent fighting, he really is a wonderful boyfriend. I would just like to make that very clear.
Also, I will admit that I know I have a problem where I talk about things too much but I just really like solving problems when they pop up so I will talk about something until it has been fully resolved.
So, on our way to work today (we work together), I brought up how I think we should try to figure out a way to handle conflict so we stop having giant fights like we did last night and he was like "I'm never changing what I do so nothing's going to change." And I was like "but to have a healthy relationship, you need to work through problems rather than ignore them" and he said "well maybe I'm not meant for a healthy relationship" and then I brought up something about last night and he started going off again about how it made no sense that I did the dishes and everything that happened last night was my fault and that it maybe we just shouldnt be together. And I was just like "ARE YOU KIDDINGG MEEEEEEE"
But then we got to work and he texted me and said that hes upset that hes here and that it's my fault that he came into work (he wanted to use a PTO day today but I was like "you only have so much time off, I feel like it would make more sense to save it so you can actually do something some day" but I never said he had to. I was just saying it was something to think about) then we talked about some stuff and I said the way he keeps talking makes me scared that he genuinely doesnt want to be with me anymore (because again normally he says something in a fight then immediately retracts it) and he said "That's not it. I don't think I'm meant to do this anymore.. I'm probably gonna die from that shit I breathed in. I don't feel well at all think I have PTSD right now. I really want to go home but I cant"
I just really dont know what to do about any of it and I would appreciate any type of advice on anything. I don't want to break up with him but I know that we need to figure out some way to handle conflict that isnt the way weve been doing it because this is exhausting. I feel like I just dont know how to get through to him once hes mad and even though I tell him how much it bothers me that his immediate respond is to end things, he keeps doing it and his excuse is "this is who I am so I'm not changing it" and I'm like "??????" Because like I'm vegetarian and he went vegetarian because he knew it was important to me (I never asked him to. He just did it). I'm very into sustainability and protecting the planet in whatever way I can and he has drastically changed a lot of his habits to be more earth friendly because he knows it's important to me (which again, I never asked him to do anything). Hes clearly capable of changing but I dont know why the way he handles conflict is something hes not willing to change/work on. I just feel like I'm going to keep having to deal with the same issues over and over again and I dont know how to change that.
I'm looking for advice on how to handle conflicts with him because clearly the way I'm going about it isnt working but I dont know how else to approach it. I'm also looking for advice on how to handle what happened with the fire because he genuinely does seem super upset about it and I just dont know how to go about making him feel better.
TL:Dr My boyfriend and I got into a fight because he expects me to drop everything I'm doing immediately if im washing dishes so he can use the sink and I thought it was rude. We got into a fight about it. Our compost caught on fire and now hes a mess and I'm not sure how to go about anything.
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2022.01.21 11:02 yeetgarlic A new account which doesn't have my games

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2022.01.21 11:02 marymovesmountains Yesterday I restarted but started a lot more than just sobriety

Yesterday morning I decided I wanted to try to quit again. I went on a meeting and read some quit lit books. It was actually a pretty good day. Then at night I felt super sick, and my period I knew was late but my doctor said it could be stress only since my husband always pulled out we didn’t think it was a possibility.
4 positive pregnancy tests later.
I’m a wreck. We already have 2 kids and this is so unexpected. I’m nervous something is wrong with me and that’s what made the positive pregnancy tests because he always pulled out.
I’m so sick today, I have so many things racing through my mind. And now I feel my sobriety will feel like a sham, or cheating somehow because of course I was sober I was pregnant. Well anyway, whatever happens at the doctors office IWNDWYT
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2022.01.21 11:02 MrComedy325 Netflix's Subscriber Growth Chills

Shares of Netflix (Nasdaq: NFL) plunged 20.22% in after-hours trading on Thursday after the streaming giant posted disappointing guidance with its quarterly earnings.
Financials: Earnings per share for Netflix reached $1.33 in the quarter and revenue hit $7.71 billion; both were better than expected.
Poor Guidance: While the financials in the fourth quarter of 2021 were good, the real problem is Netflix’s subscription guidance for the first quarter of 2022. Analysts expected Netflix to forecast 6.9 million paid net additions, but the company says it will only add 2.5 million.
Pandemic: Netflix attributed its problems to "the ongoing Covid overhang” and “macro-economic hardship in several parts of the world like LATAM.”
Stiff Competition: The real challenge for Netflix is the competition. The company wrote in its earnings that competition from new streaming companies “has only intensified over the last 24 months” and “this added competition may be affecting our marginal growth.”
Bigger Picture: Shares of other streaming rivals also plummeted in after-hours trading on Thursday. Shares of Disney (NYSE: DIS) dropped 3.30% and Roku (Nasdaq: ROKU) fell 4.40%.
Optimism: Despite these challenges, Netflix added 1.2 million subscribers in the quarter in the United States and Canada, which was its largest increase in the region in two years. Netflix also recently announced that it is raising subscription prices in the U.S., which will increase revenue.
Final Thoughts: Investors may want to buy Netflix because the stock price is lower, but can Netflix jumpstart its subscriber growth again?
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